have you ever said yes to someone when they asked you to do something, but you really didn't want to do it?
have you ever tried to avoid someone, but they just didn't take a hint, that maybe it wasn't about them, maybe it was about something else that they never would begin to understand?
have you ever wanted to just leave the planet earth for just a few days, a short escape from your everyday life, just until things settled down, or moved on?
have you ever had any of these feelings, and then felt guilty about not facing your problems head on?

for those of you that know me know that i am an emotional person. fortunately, i am about one hundred times less emotional now than i used to be. during this time of the year I always want to quit my job, or buy something new, or find a hot chick and settle down- however, i am a an adult and i have to just chill out- wait till the weather turns nasty, and just endure and plow through.

so, if you notice my mood swinging- it is just march madness- not the kind associated with the 64 teams playing 63 games in like 3 weeks, but the kind of madness that comes from wanting more out of life than an 8-5 job, thursday night tv, and papa johns pizza.

must run.- no really, I need to run.